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Thursday, August 27, 2020

The Pain of a Memory - Part X

All previous parts can be found here. [A Note: Read at your own peril. The present draft is uncouth an in need of remodeling. That, is, unfortunately, not a task of this day, so, for now, the only form of the book that can be posted is that which I post now. Apologies in advance for the confusing writing, as well as the gap between this and the last installment.]


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Echo glanced ahead. The road was clear for many miles, but a village could be seen by it on the horizon. Echo sighed. The village was a marker for their journey. It meant that they only had a little over four more days to go until the Silver Forest, which was where the band of robbers supposedly were. And then it would be eight days back... fifteen days until he could see Ariff and Orlania again...


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Anwynne looked down, still pondering over Rogan's discourse with her. Had her story, referring to the prisoner here, made any difference? Had Rogan detected its true meaning? Well, it had definitely gotten to him. There was no doubt of it. His swagger had been broken, at least for a moment, to show Anwynne's victory.

But then, had she really pulled anything over him? She still couldn't puzzle out his story. A boy...Who had Rogan been speaking of? Did the person even exist? Or was the story merely a distraction? But then, he surely didn't want her to be distracted from his proposition, and it was he who had interrupted the story after all. Then had it merely been to catch her off her guard with a re-asking of his question? Anwynne shook her head to herself. No, it hadn't seemed like a simple diversion... Somehow it felt like it was more than that... But what then? What had he meant by it?

A boy who had lost his best friend... lost in a war... a war that had raged for years... Hmm... Could Rogan have been speaking of the Great War, between Belestine and Nistria? It had only ended seven years ago, and had gone on for eighteen years before that. It could have easily been the war that Rogan had spoken of...

Was the story even true? And if it was, how did Rogan know it? Perhaps... Perhaps he had known the boy of whom the tale spoke...? Or, perhaps... Anwynne glanced down uneasily. Rogan had said the boy was not unlike the man in her tale... Perhaps the boy... the boy was the same person as that man... Rogan's prisoner. Perhaps this was why Rogan had cut the story off - merely because what had happened to the boy next was a terrible imprisonment at his hands.

Anwynne shuddered. If it was true... Only a boy...? She blinked away a furious tear. Only Rogan could be as inhuman as this.

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Thursday, August 20, 2020

Ancilla Domini - A Poem in Honor of Our Lady

Ancilla Domini


A handmaid once did live in days of God’s good, golden earth;
She was the girl who knelt before Him,
He to whom she gave birth.

An angel came, declaring to her things mystic, absurd:
She was the girl who knelt before Him,
And so received the Word.

A nodded head her answer was, no doubt of Man to heed,
For she was the girl who knelt before Him,
Her “Fiat” her one creed.

A mother was she all His days as, growing, He prepared;
She was the one who knelt before Him
Before all others dared.

She walked with Him his weary way as Sorrow’s Mother, Heir,
And she was the girl who knelt before Him
As He hung, dying, there.

What pain did prick that purest heart when seeing naught but sin?
She was the girl who knelt before Him
When Man made mocking din.

The Word, unheard, did seem to go, in silence three long days,
But despite grief, she knelt before Him
When faded was His Face.

And when return-ed He from rest, new life rang in the lands,
And she was the girl who knelt before Him,
Kissed his pierc-ed hands.

To His Will stay’ng, though sorrowful, Maid did her Master miss,
She was the girl who knelt before Him,
Her heart heavy with His. 

But death’s bells came like sweet chimes tolling when united was she,
The girl who often knelt before Him,
With sweet Eternity.

Beauty’s Bliss, Divine Son, was her dolor there to drown,
For she was the girl who knelt before Him,
And He gave her a crown.

J.M.J.